ahhhhhhhhhh... holiday officialy starts NOW! which means i have to start studying D:

but mentally im so messed up and there seem to be so many things which i dont understand about myself now... HAHA. dunno why i have weird feelings about some people.. i feel irritated towards many pple unreasonably and im quite puzzled over that fact.

i've been unconsciously thinking about alot of stuff like how i treat people and what kind of feelings are reflected behind their reactions, trying to figure out the logic behind some of my weird thinking feelings and actions hahaha.

am i irritating sometimes? or am i hypocritical in a sense? S: or am i caring too much about how i affect people around me? hahahaha. argh i dunno what im thinking also.

HMMMMMMMMMMMM. menopausal behaviour? might be the post-effect of the pills.. HAHAHAHAH.

ohwells. okie time to try and start on my bio... revision. haha.
HAPPY HAPPY. come on ITS BIO! :D