Tuesday, February 05, 2008

there are a few points i would like to highlight in my life now.

1. my sister just had an outburst over how my parents didn't let her jion anything in sec 4 and jc, and even forced her to quit her exco position in sec 4 because "it's O levels".

my dad cornered me in the kitchen just now (okay fine, he just talked to me HAHA) to ask me whether they are really such hateful parents, or maybe the fact that did we ever think about appreciating their efforts for raise us up for 17 years, or for 23 years.

i felt slightly guilty after that for not doing so, and being blinded by my own selfish ambitions. but come to think about it, they ARE a little restrictive.
darn, if only i'm good in MI/KI. perhaps i can reason out my feelings more logically.

2. i think i'm drifting away from my own class. starting from orientation, to class dinner, to now. maybe i hang around with OG13 too much? but i dont really see them often either.

but yes, i've decided to hang around with 06IP04 as much as possible.
(:

3. oh i've went through a y = cosx journey again for my considerations for joining council.

in the end i decided not to join. number 1 was the time schedule, its really scary haha. im thinking i don think i can kope with it. number 2 is my parents. they too, think i'm STILL too busy.
hahahaha.

so i shall be a normal civilian in the city of national junior college. i hope i can go for mount kinabalu trip, i hope i can go for china immersion programme. but i feel abit shameless to ask my parents in future, cos i know at every single request i ask my parents, my sis's heart will twist and feel jealous.

just like just now, she was comparing me and her. i feel lucky that i'm able to have so many more opportunities than her time, but i feel sad for her as well.






on a brighter note.
I CANT' WAIT FOR CNY!
CANT WAIT TO SLEEP.
CANT WAIT TO SLACK.
YAY!
but i told myself that im gonna start studying seriously this hols.. its CA str after that! ROAR!

tml got steamboat dinner. yum.
just now my sis opened the fridge in the dark dark kitchen, and she cldnt see anything, cos the light was blocked by all the food stored in the fridge for tml's dinner.
HAHA!


okay. tired. tml got night hike briefing. and my throat feels funny, think im gonna have a sore throat throughout cny ):

OH MANS!

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