today, we had combined house walk in prac! (:
it was... okay lah. i dunno. i tried my jumper suit! AND I LOOK SO FAT IN IT.

we took lotsa photos(:
time to kope photos again, HEH!



this is my 430th post, and the last post of year 2007! (:


this year.. actually i don't have much to reflect about, 'cos everything seemed just "like that lorh" for me.

academic, i can only say, KAMBATTE(:
i received results that were quite satisfactory, on the account that i didn't aim very high up either, but there was definitely improvement, AND room for improvement(:
at least now i have more confidence in myself this area.
nevertheless, year 2008 KAITING MUST BE SERIOUS AND PIA SERIOUSLY!!! (:

friendship, i took quite long to get over that obstacle in my heart.. and perhaps i was quite a narrow-minded person. but i realized that it's better to just take things lightly, and not brood over stuff like being "left out", 'cos when that happens, i will totally cage up myself and SO, who would wanna talk to a live dummy who gives u a sian diao face all day long? haha!


pieces,


of memories..


coming together!

so yeah, the only thing i AIM for now is to be true and honest to all my dear friends, and also just be myself (:
in front of different people, i find alot of different "me"s, its not exactly intentionally fake, but somehow it just goes along naturally when i talk to different people :\
haha, so the only way i can "govern" myself is that i must make sure i'm sincere, and not just go along with the flow for the sake of... it.

love, it's been a long time since i thought about it hahahaha. at this age, i think i'm really not ready for a serioussss relationship, 'cos i know i'm really busy with cca, and other stuff, plus academic too. i'm quite contented with just having all the people around me now (:

family, actually it's been on the rocks between me and my parents very recently, due to my persistent absence from home over ogl activities. sometimes i really feeel like a spoilt brat who takes things for granted, who shouts and screams at her parents, but whats even worse is that i feel so angry that i dont reflect..
and i think i'm reaching an age whereby i should start to learn how to give back to my parents for what they had given me for the past 16 years of my life, like be filial to them, help them in being thrifty or whatever kinda stuff.
but i did the opposite, like never help out with housework, and in fact i just quarrelled with my mom just now lol but she was damn irritating lah (HAHAHA OKAY here i go again...) BUT YEAH. ANYWAY.
i guess this is what they called by SPOILT BRATS who take what they have FOR GRANTED.
>.<




and that puts a fullstop to my year 2007! it terms of career, it was above average. it terms of the mental and spiritual part of my life, there were ups and downs!
and i swear, i cannot change myself, ever, ever.

time for new year resolutions!!! (:

academic
- maintain, work hard, when i slack, SOMEONE PLEASE WAKE ME UP. jing huai! anyone! hahahhaa. i'm esp scared for chi lit... which i haven't done anything much during the hols, so my chinese kinda went back down again WHICH IS BAD. see my blog no more chinese posts le also hahahaha.
"you need to be responsible for the choice you made."
- be more organized, and keep up with schedules to be more efficient too :P

friendship
- let it lose, just enjoy.
i'm really quite afraid of losing whatever i have now...
sometimes i really dunno whether i'm an optimistic person or pessimistic person, when a good thing happens, i'll go and think whatever bad things which can happen after that. when a bad thing happens, i'll go and think whatever good things which can happen after that.
so what is this now? haha!

love


romantic roses can prick you too.
- just don't get serious.
eye candies are sweet enough for my tooth(:
hahahaha. maybe being like ama and charlyn who change eye candies like changing clothes (that typical chinese phrase hahaha), is quite an enjoyment in life too.
HAHA! but i will eventualy get back to reality, that its JUST an eye candy.

family
- try to be a better daughter, a better sister, a better family member (this is gonna be hard :\)












NEW UPDATED 2008 WISHLIST(:
1. NEW WALLET (:
2. NEW PENCILBOX
3. NJ SCHOOL JACKET(:

2008 GOALS/AIMS:
1. be more thrifty, SAVE MORE MONEY. (somehow this had always been my new year resolutionSSSSSS but every year i just had to keep refreshing it. AW MANS! HAHA!)
2. MORE SLEEP. (back to the main point of sticking to schedules dutifully lol.)
3. be more careful in whatever i do! another half year of being in oac exco, another half year of pushing my limits (i know very well i can do better than now!).
academic-wise, social life-wise, everything!
perhaps i've been too indecisive, too nininana in everything, and too heck care sometimes too.
4. and so... more decisive and firm i shall be! (:

okay. this is quite a short list, 'cos i can't think of much now. but yeah, basically all those above.