haha okay thanks charlyn, shu jun and kristy for tagging!! yep im alright and i WILL JIAYOU! (: its only sometimes i feel emo (unfortunately and coincidentally i am emo now again HAHA)

oh my GOSH, obs was GREAT!!! I'm really starting to miss it... ):!!! AH!!!!!!! it was really really really really fun and stuff, and its all because of SHEARES!!!!!

i'm really gonna miss all those times we had together, maybe its because i didn't expect it to be so good, thats why i was very sad and super reluctant to leave ubin... i have this feeling that once we leave that fantasy island, everything will just shatter, and we will just become hi-and-bye-friends... ):

i just want to keep all the wonderful memories inside a bottle and hide it somewhere inside my head, and never ever let it go!!! hahahaha.

im feeling super sad and empty now okay, pardon me for that. hahaha.

my dear SHEARES team mates are:

charlyn!
hui wei!
sam!
linh!
lakshmi!
liyana!
amy!
zhuo chun!
zui qiu!
zestin!
xiao zhu!
daniel!!!

i can still remember how we cheered during sailing, "dip, lunch! dip lunch! dip lunch! dip lunch!" to "dip! shit! dip! shit! dip! shit!" and all sorts of movtiation, and they really spurred us on and we had so much fun times with NINE SQUARES, cozy and crappy group discussions at night with ai chin(: , traumatising experience with XIAO ZHU and ZUI QIU who popped into our area at night and talked about bra cup size (with xiao zhu proudly announcing that he is 35 INCHES BIG, omg, and all the girls were horrified and felt inferior HAHA), troublesome but refreshing morning dips, and being called KAI GE -.- "be a man, do the right thing" (quite tiring but quite funny also hahahaha BUT IT DOESNT FEEL GOOD AND I STILL DONT ADMIT IT because im NOT OKAY!!! ) many many many many many more that i can't recall now! hahahaha.

i was CRYING when we said goodbye to ai chin, can you imagine how sad kaiting was!? when does kaiting ever ever cry when she leaves a camp??? this is the first time man!!! and what made me want to cry more was that when the boat was about to depart, ai chin shouted to me, "good luck for your exco interview!" omg... i totally crumpled into a lump of kaiting lah... she remembered about it and encouraged me!!! and its like i didn't really specially mention to her about it, just a pass-by topic days ago somemore!!

even though our group was always rushing for time, but i think we are the most bonded and most harmonious group, and we always enjoy what we do.. because of everyone, thats why everything seemed so fun!

boohoo... man i should stop talking about it, but i've been feeling all weird ever since i reached home, and kept thinking about obs hahaha. i sorta miss it now :\ bit crazy but yeah.. haha.

well.. life has to move on too i guess, sooner or later. its gonna be hard to maintain our friendships because we are all split up and we are really quite a random group of people, if you had noticed, not really a group which will have ANYTHING in common, esp in interests hahaha.

but well, thats the end of obs!!! and WE SURVIVED IT!!! (: sailing was quite fun because we were crapping alot all the way, and WE SAILED BACKWARDS.... cos i was the captain then.. and till now im not sure its whether our cutter caught a fishing net below or its me who steered off course super badly, but ai chin said that thats the first time she had ever saw that happen AHHAHAHAHA. kayaking was quite fun too, we were floating lazily through mangroves, and i found out that zui qiu is actually a very daring and caring person, because he sat in front, and he always always always looked out for me and charlyn's safety. we were like this XIN FU XIAO ZU there, passing food around, enjoying ourselves throughout the journey hahahaha. and im very proud of ourselves too cos we were quite fast!!! POWER MAN. singing really works. HAHAHAHA. our kayak was like got two different radio stations, charlyn FM and kaiting FM, at the same time HAHAHA. and we FINISHED IT!!! 15KM!!! and me and charlyn go and capsize purposely, BUT ZUI QIU SWAM AWAY, BETRAYERRRRRRRR AHAHAHAHA cos he doesnt wan to capsize.

"lets capsize!"
*BUUIOSH~*
"eh, zui qiu! what are you doing!!"
"i don wanna capsize!!!"

HAHA. okay. if i were to start talking about obs, i will just go on and on and on and on and on... i really hope i can get everyone's contacts soon, then maybe one day sheares(: can catch a movie together or smthg(: if thats possible:\ haha.

okay. tml i have my exco interview! wish me good luck! (:

lessons officially start tml too.. EXAM PAPERS ARE COMING DOWN!!!

okay, life's all about happiness!!! (((: jia you jia you!!!