im so damn scared for camp!!!
haha. ok... now i think abt it..
i dunno what im afraid of.
maybe its because i'v been scared since this monday or smthg,
so the scared feeling is beginning to numb and i dont feel anything anymore.
HAHA. i started scaring myself by picturing scenarios whereby during night walk i see a corpse or smthg...
or a hand extended onto the road...
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
ok. wait. stop thinking.
HAHA. i think im not afraid of anything in particular except for at night, cos most of the time i will be alone...
haha. i've decided to bring my ipod.
HAHA. shhhhhhhhhhh.
hahahahahah. don think im suppose to use, but i don care!
im sure i cant sleep, so im gonna entertain myself,
plus ipod inside got time oso,
last time during bwm camp in june it was like eternity lying down there at night,
for 3 hours or smthg.
and i cldnt sleep, but i dunno how much time had passed,
so THIS time, im bringing my ipod...
listen to music until siao!
hahahaha.
okae.
looking forward to sundayyyyyyyyyy afternoon!
=D
5 pm!!!
5 pm!!!
den my parents will fetch me from changi jetty!
yayyyyyyyyyyy.
looking forward to tt mannn.
HAHA.
oops.
im super timid now, so im not looking forward to seniors' camp at all.
haha. maybe when its over, i'll be looking forward to the next camp!
:P
dunno dano giordano!
haha. okae. i think i'll sleep earlier tonight.
at least enjoy the soft comfort of my bed and bolster if i cant sleep.
haha.

rmb to think of me on sat night!
comfort for poor kaiting, who is wandering ard outside in pulau ubin,
cold, scared, and isolated D:
hahahaha.
plus now the weather outside at night is like 23 degrees or smthg,
so i think it will be q cold.
[i think it will rain too, on both sat and sun, tts what my weather forecast says]
S:

ok. anw, i'll start from wed...
wed oac had bag check, i accidentally missed out my twine!
oh mannn. luckily not many items werent brought,
so there wasnt punishment(:
after that we had PHYSICAL TRAINING.
haha. i think im gg crazy over being fit.
i want to be fit.
but.
im too lazy to START being fit.
HAHA.
so ohwellies.
for oac pt, we did:
road run
45 inclined pull ups
10+ jack knife situps
6 rounds ard the track
omg!
hahah. at first its 8 rounds ard the track but everyone was drained after road run.
but anw, we ran a total of 5++ km! close to 6km.
haha. woohoo!
the amazing thing was that my muscles dint ache much on thursday.
HAHA. and i was thinking 8 rounds werent be v bad and don mind running another 2 rounds.
omg. HAHA.
poor jillian had stitch ever since road run...
from the start... to the end.
haha. road run she felt like vommitting... D:
den the 6 rounds she had stitch again throughout,
i think it was realli very horrible for her!!!
but its okae(:
YOU WILL BE ALRIGHT FOR SENIORS' CAMP!
haha.
i doubt that she will see this in time.
HAHA. okae. den thursday.. nothing... recuperated at home.
hahahha. den friday, today, went jing huai's house!
hahaha. (((:
things are alright-o btw us now.
yay!
v happy.
played piano, den went jp to eat lunch, den after tt played pokemon..
HAHA.
hahahahha.
suddenly i feel so blessed.
to have pple by my side whenever i need them(:
okie. shall stop being so sentimental.
HAHA.
okie. pulau ubin, here i comeeeee!
(:
kaiting shall be optimistic and brave and strong and face everything ahead.
:D