okae.. things still have to go on and im trying not to think too much of it now.
what this society is like now is that if you do not walk fast enough to catch up with the pace of other's, you will find youself lagging behind.
no one will bother to wait for you, and you will find yourself falling more and more behind..
so when i have the time, i'll sit down and think about it.
this short period of time will not go wasted, i hope.
okaee... today is another day of a new week.
karen did great during flag raising today!
pro.. haha. i hope after two or three times, when i get the hang of it,
i will be able to raise the flag all by myself(:
budden she said that someone told her tt she went faster than the state flag.
hm. cant realli see, since im at the side.
okae. things are starting to pile up now.
- maths test
- geog short project [due thursday]
- physics project [due next week]
- lots of bio info [i haven even started understanding the concept and mr nah passed down revision worksheet already -.-"]
- oac exco election speech [on wed]
- my parents meeting ms chan and cai lao shi this friday [eereeeps.]
okae. firstly, i saw fu wei in the morning outside the oac store.
was curious, so i went to the door to check out who got through the interview.
ahwells. two pple din get through, dunno who.
fu wei: why din you go for exco??
me: ... ermmm... S: well, i feel so.. YOUNG, i will be so INTIMIDATED!
and ahwells fu wei laughed at my answer. but true what! i noe its not a matter of age or anything, this kinda exco stuff. if i had the courage to take it, i might have the same chance as everyone else has to get into the exco committee.
but i don like stressful environments, where pple pin their hopes and expectations on you, and you have to fulfil them. in other words, i prefer to do the backstage work?
haha. its possible to contribute to oac even if im not in exco.
=D tts the attitude man.
okie. today geog was... ok lah. somehow i dunno why.
no matter how boring a lesson can get, i will still be awake.
as every 5 minutes went by, i, the one right at the back, saw that everyone's head was gg lower and lower. which was an advantage for me cos tt zhuo chun and chian siang never fail to form a double obstacle course for me to just look at the white board fully.
in the end zui qiu oso sleepy sleepy and i got bored.
and well, you cant blame me riiight?
you might just be those who's heads are nodding off liao loh!
haha. so anw i was bored. and i see zui qiu nodding off already so duh-deng! came the highlighter.
found this nice, dark circle on his right arm and i started doodling on his arm.
HAHA. he woke up, and he was like. "eee! disgusting!!" and dabbed at tt circle desperately.
after much persuasion, he finally went back to sleep and i took his glitter dark purple pen.
>:D
and i drew a smilie face on the same circle.
ever since that, zui qiu seems to have 6th sense liddat.
whenever i tried to make an attempt to continue doodling,
he will quickly wake up.
HA.
i never said that being my desk partner was easy, mind you.
lesson dismiss at 4.30... phew.
i needa find time to go to the library manns!
i needa borrow mathematical dictionary... den also im gonna be studious and maybe borrow some other books. ya noe those recommended book lists?
dunno. haven realli decided yet. but i noe i need to get the mathematical dictionary.
told karen abt the maths essay and asked her for advices and tips [she just finished a 1000 word maths essay on some bubble conjecture thingie] but she has yet to tell me anything.
nvm, wed! exco election speech!
i can bombard her with all the questions i want. can also ask terence, jessie, and the ip3s.
HO.
oh yeah, i FINALLY returned lakshmi her t shirt and cushion from obs!!!
HA. oh and $4.50.
=D and saw liyana and she saw me and she remembered that she owes me my old class tee too!
lol. funnaeeey.
lucky lakshmi got to be my flag raising marker this friday!
i hope she can be a nice person and be my marker for at most the next few times ):
but i know she's nice(:
so i think she will agree to it.
HO.
okae.
i still got like maths to do...
don feel like dragging it until tml and chionging it during lunchtime or smthg.
found this super nice site on oceanic-continental what??, got animation somemore!
super cool. but i think its v easy to find lah. just type oceanic-continental and den on the first page have le.
but its still uber nice. (:
and its explanation is v simple and easy to understand.
but dunno whether its possible to like put it into a ppt or what.
if cannot put the whole video in, den must hyperlink to website.
boohoo.
ok.. chiong maths loh!
ta.

my effort seems insignificantly small and useless, i realli don't know how.
but i hope that you understand.
you may feel disappointed now,
if you see how i am now.
but i know that you had never expected anything in return,
and believe that you will never ever bear to hurt me,
always showing me only the better side of you,
shielding me from reality.
I regretted, wanted, longed to help you complete the paradise you saw in your dream.
but i know i cannot, and am not able to.
In your paradise, everything will be the opposite of now.
Our fate is extreme, its either completely yes, or completely no.
have you noticed?
Now He has chosen to let our fate to be a complete NO
and neither of us can do anything.
If only things hadn't taken a turning point just a year ago.
If only things hadn't turned out this way.
If only.
But "if only"s are just empty sighs and thoughts
and of no more use now anymore...