rainy day.

(:
HARLOWS.
-falls back to this thick layer of fats on the sofa.
today i ran my 2.4!!!
so tiring lah.
everyone haven recovered from their muscle ache yesterday den today mr sham made us run!
x(
but nvm, i think i got silver lah,
games games here i come!
(:
budden i think i shld seriously start training myself for the upcoming stuff in june and also obs.
haha.
but tt'll come ltr.
this weekend celebrating my sis's bd!
hmmm. what shld i get her?
nvm. maybe friday go jp and buy some cheap stuff for her hahahahhaa.
yes, im the evil sis!
:P
anw, today oac played BALL...
AMA!
haha. this monday our class played captain's ball den me and ama were screaming throughout the whole match
and by the end of it, no one passed the ball to us
even if we TRIED to play.
noe why?
cos we got the "WE SUCK AT BALL" etched across the whole of our body, faces, legs and everywhere.
hahahaha.
den after that had pt..
whoa the inclined hor i think this is my worse time lah.
after yesterday and all i cldnt even pull up one proper time out of the 40!
):
sad. tts why im so demoralized lah.
i cannot play ball properly,
pt oso v tiring...
)':
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
i have decided to train myself so that i can become more fit! (:
wahahaha.
believe it or not,
PPLE,
im gonna jump 300cm,
do 100 sit ups,
100 inclined,
8 sec for shuttle run,
10 min for 2.4,
60 cm for sit and reach,
TADA!
HAHAHA.
miracles DO happen.
;D
nvm, lets get back to the realistic world.
today tried bouldering AGAIN
and i failed AGAIN.
but the comforting thing was that the seniors were like us last year too!
or maybe a few.
BAHX.
:D
tired. still got maths.
my muscles ache like hell.
aaargh.

i realli hope that i can get to know ketam better!
now im like in this totally new environment and everywhere are SENIORS
today ketam only got 3 guys and ME.
so most of the time im v quiet S:
i miss the good old days ):
but i guess we cant always stay in our comfort zone can we?

oh did knot tying today too.
the sad thing is that i always keep forgetting how to tie!
gosh i must go find my guide handbook.
just because im from guides so the pple think tt i shld know all the knots like dunno whatever kimble knot... bleah.
fu wei treats me like a little girl.
and he thinks that im scared of him.
but actually i was only feigning signs of terror when he talks to me.
HAHA.
=D
but he IS abit scary lahh, i admit.
looking at him makes me feel as if i shld behave myself.
xD

deep down inside i feel so empty and useless):
ever since the start of the year.