我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯　

早已经全都熄灭.
^^ nice song!
totally fits my mood now.
i just dont understand my mom.
does she wan me to to be a hermit or somebody who doesnt have friends???
if she doesnt have much friends herself,
of COURSE she doesnt find the need to meet up with friends.
i din tell her tt i went out with jh because i KNOW tt she wont let me go out with her.
has she ever reflected and asked herself WHY din i tell her?
i doubt so.
nvm. i shall not bother abt her.
here i am, stuck at home for the WHOLE holidae,
only having to have went to 2g1 class chalet [din stay over],
met two of my friends twice in MY house
and the rare ONCE todae, which i met up with jh.
and now she is simply restricting me from gg out with my friends
or any class outing.
can there be anything more wierd?!
i just just just dont understand what the hell she is thinking.
what benefit will she get by grounding her daughter?
sadistic pleasure to see someone frustrated???
i realli felt like making christmas prezzie for my dad and my sis ONLY.
den ill TEAR her christmas card in front of her and throw it into the dustbin.
but thankfully, i have inherited my dad's humanity
and i wont do smthg so evil and unreasonable.

ok. todae was ok lah. i did NOT regret gg out with jh.
even though we din do much but at least we found some sandals tt were q nice. ^^
ill buy it next time... when school reopens.
i realli must start training liao.
nj mass run is 3.8 km?!
omg. *faints*
haha. i run 2.4 already can die lehh.
heh. so maybe ill go jogging tml.
IF i can wake up. hoho.
oh yeah.
amidst my frustration, i forgot to say smthg
PPLE! IM BACKIE!!!
haha. since... 10th dec. HAHA.
ok lah i noe. SLOW.
sighs.
i cant see even a single shimmer of light in the remaining of my holidays...
yeahhh. i know what my fate is:
stay at home and ROT.
and tts what my mom hopes will happen i guess.
GAH.
next time ill tell my children how poor me got mentally abused by my mom.
den ill tell my grand children.
den ill tell my grand grand children.
den ill tell my grand grand grand children.
and so on.
named the pathetic tale of kaiting withering.
ok. NOT funny.
i just realize how easy it is to add music to my blog.
HAHA. ok. shall go add now.
i wanna add tian hui! its so nice lah.
the mv so touching!!!!!
^^
heh. ok.
byeeeeeeee.